1.Reason To Believe
Everybody's got a secret
Can you tell me what is mine？
I've been waiting for something for so long
To show me the answers that I want
Reason to believe in that's so strong
But I don't think that it exists
I've been waiting for something for so long
To show me the answers that I want
Reason to believe in that's so strong
But I don't think that it exists
Yeah, give me reason to believe
This world's not a sick machine
When every where's a dead end
In every direction
Yeah, can you give me what I need
Or just sit and watch me bleed
'Cause after all
You can't get everything you want now
But all I would need is one
Thing to keep me moving on
Everybody's got a secret
Can you tell me what is mine？
Can you tell me what you'd find
I'll tell you if you keep it
I promise not to lie
Well, I have the fears
The pain and the tears
I just can't hide
It all disappears
'Cause everything passes with the time
All you need is reason to believe
2.Screaming Bloody Murder
I'm not quite myself these days
Guess we all come undone
Time to time in different ways well,
I have myself to blame.
Guess I don't understand, I need help anyway
Awesome Riff
God's got no plans for me
Well I'm gonna tell you one thing：
I don't got the patience, all the time!
What can I say？
I'm no angel, I'm not forsaken,
But I can bleed!
Tear me open I believe
God will send the one to bleed!
And no one can decieve,
What it is meant to be
And Bloody Murder we will scream!
Well I guess it's time for me
Tell me what I'm left to believe in？
'Cause I don't know the concept of the pain
I don't want the fate
I'm just losing
I can't prove it,
Watch me bleed!
Tear me open I believe
God will send the one to bleed!
And no one can decieve,
What it is meant to be
And Bloody Murder we will scream!
God will send the one to tear me open!
'Cause I'm not Giving Up!
Yourself control!
Suffercate to the ploug
I'm my worst Enemy
Who can't be saved
I'm just his disgrace
Tear me open I believe
God will send the one to bleed!
And no one can decieve,
What it is meant to be
And Bloody Murder we will scream!
God will send the one to tear me open!
These days are strange it's true.
There's nothing I would change,
No mistakes that I'd undo.
3.Skumfuk
Take the pictures off the wall
Erase the thoughts forget them all
The choice is yours to save yourself
but in the hands someone else
Oh~~~
Broken thoughts and alibi's
Conscious disappears in time
a voice is all that i control
That all I have is a soul
Oh~~~
Yeah.
You're set up to failure
A dead-beat on parade
With a foot in the gutter
And the other in the grave
You've cursed your silver spoon so black
So die~
Well what can I say？
Guess it's obvious you would end up this way,
When you live amongst the dead.
The best of luck,
As the one and only resident skumfuk.
A victim or just a tragedy？
I hear you talk
but I don't hear you speak.
You don't make sense,
your mind is incomplete.
I can't believe all the things that you say.
You just can't get enough.
We'll all be waiting here just for the day.
Guess your time is up.
Well what can I say？
Guess it's obvious you would end up this way,
When you live amongst the dead.
The best of luck,
As the one and only resident skumfuk.
A victim or just a tragedy？
All that I need is time for me to breathe.
Dream little dreams that only I believe.
Now that I see beyond the light,
I know I'll be, I'll be alright.
4.Time For You To Go
I'm going in alone, did my time and now I'm done
It's so... easy
All the faces that I see don't mean anything at all to me
But you got me going now
Out of my mind and it's
a hell of a time, yeah
I don't want to say what I don't mean
But I'm trying just to let you know
That I don't want to cause a scene
But I'm sorry girl, it's time for you to go
I'll tell you everything that you know you never want to hear
'Cause it's true
I'll give you all I got but there's nothing there that you could
use
So you got me going now
Out of my mind and it's
a hell of a time with you now, yeah
I don't want to say what I don't mean
But I'm trying just to let you know
That I don't want to cause a scene
But I'm sorry girl, it's time for you to go
Don't want to say what I don't mean
But I'm trying just to let you know
That I don't want to cause a scene
But I'm sorry girl, it's time for you to go
I'll tell you anything that you know you never want to hear
'Cause it's true
I'll give you all I got but I'm the only thing you use
So you got me going now
I don't want to say what I don't mean
But I'm trying just to let you know
That I don't want to cause a scene
But I'm sorry girl, it's time for you to go
Don't want to say what I don't mean
But I'm trying just to let you know
That I don't want to cause a scene
But I'm sorry girl, it's time for,
Sorry girl, it's time for,
Sorry girl, it's time for you to go
5.Jessica Kill
Oh my love had a lot explained
How I've come to feel this way
I'm addicted to the pain
Even more than words can say
Every hit is like your kiss
Like a needle to a vein
My last words with this begin：
I want you...
She said, you don't even know
How just the much I need it,
how far will you go？
I just wanna feel you gooo!
You make me, so crazy, but I'm okay
Just pain me, take it very slow,
Cause I'm in love tonight
So, now that it has come to this
I'll be your dirty little thrill
For the world I wouldn't miss
Cause I just want to feel you kill
Self-inflicted masochist
How can anyone resist？
My last words with this begin：
I want you...
She said, you don't even know
How just the much I need it,
how far will you go？
I just wanna feel you gooo!
You make me, so crazy, but I'm okay
Just pain me, take it very slow,
Cause I'm in love tonight
Show me the difference between love and death
Consider them both as they take your breath
Show me the difference between love and death
Consider them both as they TAKE YOUR BREATHHH!!!
And all this come to an end
But I cannot resist you dead
She said, you don't even know
How just the much I need it,
how far will you go？
I just wanna feel you gooo!
You make me, so crazy, but I'm okay
Just pain me, take it very slow,
Cause I'm in love tonight
She said, you don't even know
How just the much I need it,
how far will you go？
I just wanna feel you gooo!
You make me, so crazy, but I'm okay
Just pain me, take it very slow,
Cause I'm in love tonight
6.What Am I To Say
What am I to say？
I'm all wrapped up in apathy,
And I don't want to stay this way,
There's nothing left to do,
Now that I am onto you,
All I want to know, is the truth.
And I don't want to go,
But I feel like I should,
'Cause I'm falling apart,
And am I and I and I
How could you be the better part of me,
When we're only half of what we used to be, today,
Could you see this isn't what we need,
And I'm leaving all the pieces how they fell,
So goodbye, farewell.
What am I to say,
I still remember every day,
Memories don't fade away,
And it all falls apart,
In the shadows of the past,
It can seem to be so hard,
But it's time the feelings pass.
How could you be the better part of me,
When we're only half of what we used to be, today,
Could you see this isn't what we need,
And I'm leaving all the pieces how they fell,
So goodbye, farewell.
And pull your triggers now,
What you waiting for？
I stand accused myself,
Sometimes I'm wrong, God help me,
And here beneath my lie,
What am I praying for？
I don't believe in Hell,
But I just might be there tonight.
How could you be the better part of me,
When we're only half of what we used to be, today,
Could you see this isn't what we need,
And I'm leaving all the pieces how they fell,
So goodbye, farewell,
Goodbye, farewell.
7.Holy Image Of Lies
I don't believe
I think I'm falling asleep
Is this beginning or ending？
Am I stuck in a dream？
I don't wanna know what I think, I suppose
Out of the light into this timely demise
And there's a cross on the hill
The holy image of lies
I've opened my mind
But this dream is still real
You don't need to worry, I'm just fine
I've just lost my mind
Tell me it's over
'Cause I don't feel a thing at all
No conscience, not no more
Senses all have disappeared
Am I at all alive tonight？
Paranoid, am I to run？
Am I at all alive tonight？
Crash and fall suicide with me
Look in my eyes, tell me I'm alright
I don't know if I'm still alive
If this is goodbye, forever's just a lie
But big enough to make you wanna try
In just one life how can we
Live enough to rest in peace
In just one life (just one life)
How can we
Live enough to rest in peace now
Oh...
Here as I stand, hand in hand
And one hand on my heart
As I depart, it's not so hard
What a day to become a man
You have your scars
But I never thought that
You would give me none
8.Sick Of Everyone
While looking for the answers
only questions come to mind
'cause I have been lost in circles
Wish seems now for quite some time
I don't know how I came here even how I got this far
All I can tell you is my fate
It's written in black stars
Well, What am supposed to do？
That's myself this perfect tale of my own
It's the best of I've ever known
Tell me something I don't want to know
'cause I can believe it's so
what am I supposed to do？
I'll become
sick of everyone now
and I don't feel feel remorse for all forgotten
And I don't care of all
I'll become
sick of everyone now
and I don't pray to voice of all the problems
and I don't care of all
Take me away
I'm sick of everyone today
i'm not ok
but i find this way
need to change
so take me away
I'm coming down, fell apart
is so hard to keep together
when you don't know where're to start
I'll become
sick of everyone now
and I don't feel feel remorse for all forgotten
And I don't care of all
I'll become
sick of everyone now
and I don't pray to voice of all the problems
and sick of everyone
9.Happiness Machine
Take my breath away,
I don't need it anyway
Cause' I'm fine here in my own forgotten world
where I can be myself,
left with the hand undealt
And it's hard to get a grip
when you're holding onto something
you just let slip away
All these thoughts stuck in my mind
Spinning round like endless time
For once in my life
I do wanna feel
Something you call real
I don't think that I've got
time for these scars to heal
And the days just go by,
leaving questions in my mind
I guess I'll find the answers
Someday in another life
Here with my old friend,
The silence in the end
And it rings so loud but I cannot pretend
If I just close my eyes
and ask a thousand whys
Will it change or stay the same？ will it ever go away？
The question still remains
All these thoughts stuck in my mind
Spinning round like endless time
For once in my life
I do wanna feel
Something you call real
I don't think that I've got
Time for these scars to heal
And the days just go by,
leaving questions in my mind
I guess I'll find the answers
Someday in another life
Warning signs read desolation
on the road of desperation
Happiness machines
I'm coming clean
What can you do for me？
I do wanna feel
Something you call real
I don't think that I've got
Time for these scars to heal
All the days just go by,
leaving questions in my mind
I guess I'll find the answers
Someday in another life
Ahhhhh ahhhhh ahhh ahh...
Ohhhhh ohhhhh ahhh ahh...
So here, now I stand
At the end
of a dark road out of Hell
It's not so hard as I depart
What a way to become a man.
10.Crash
Hold me now
'Cause I couldn't even if I tried
It's over now
I guess it really is my time
I don't want to go
But it's time I've got to say goodbye
So hold me now
'Cause this will be our last time
I'm slowing down
No, I don't think I could fight
I know somehow
You'll find a way to live your life
Remember just to live
Every day like it's your last
Then hold me now
'Cause I think it's time for me to pass
I don't want to die, I don't know why
This kind of fate was meant for me
You've got to be strong, gotta move on
There's not a way it was suppose to be
Why do I say
It was never suppose to end this way？
What do I have to do？
I was suppose to grow old with you
But that ain't gonna happen
No, that ain't gonna happen
Hold me now
'Cause the time I've got is running out
No tears allowed
Even though we've become without
I just want to feel
Your head laying on my chest
So hold me now
As I take my last breath
I don't want to die, I don't know why
This kind of fate was meant for me
You've got to be strong, gotta move on
There's not a way it was suppose to be
Why do I say
It was never suppose to end this way？
What do I have to do？
I was suppose to grow old with you
But that ain't gonna happen
No, that ain't gonna happen
11.Blood In My Eyes
I don't believe in the secrets you keep
But I do wanna know
How do you sleep at night？
And I'm over you
Congratulations
And thank you for all the pain
'Cause it made it be so much more fun
There's nothing to say now
Feelings are already dead
And I don't believe there's a way now
All that is said has been said
I'm waiting for another day
Another way
I don't believe that you can make all the pain go away
So I'll leave it all behind
But I'm leaving with blood in my eyes
See through your eyes while believing the lies
For too long a time
I still don't know how I did
And I watched the clear
Trying to battle lies
And I can't see straight anymore with
all of this blood in my eyes
There's nothing to say now
Feelings are already dead
And I don't believe there's a way now
All that is said has been said
I'm waiting for another day
Another way
I don't believe that you can make all the pain go away
So I'll leave it all behind
But I'm leaving with blood in my eyes
There's nothing to say now
Feelings are already dead
And I don't believe there's a way now
All that is said has been said
I'm waiting for another day
Another way
I don't believe that you can make all the pain go away
So I'll leave it all behind
But I'm leaving with blood in my eyes
12.Baby You Don't Wanna Know
Oh
I don't know what you want
And I don't wanna know
I got you where I want
And I won't let go
So get your kicks out quick
While you still got time
That's fine
I know just want you done
I need no alibi
I hope you've had your fun
You sure know how to lie
But your just a drag
And you just ran out of time
Well that's quite alright, well
Well do want you want
Don't be proud
'Cause baby you don't wanna know
What I'm gonna do
When your not around
No baby you don't wanna know
I got you right where I want
And I bet you gonna set you off
And I tell you anything you want
But baby you don't wanna know
Baby you don't wanna know, hey
It beats me black and blue
But I can't resist
So I'm dragging myself through
This kind of masochist
But I'll be fine like this till the end of time
That's quite alright
Well do want you want
But don't be proud
'Cause baby you don't wanna know
What I'm gonna do
When your not around
No baby you don't wanna know
I got you right where I want
And I bet you gonna set you off
And I tell you anything you want
But baby you don't wanna know
Baby you don't wanna know
Baby you don't wanna know
Baby you don't wanna know
It's alright
I don't mind
'Cause you just might be outta time
Well do want you want
But don't be proud
'Cause baby you don't wanna know
What I'm gonna do
When your not around
No baby you don't wanna know
I got you right where I want
And I bet you gonna set you off
And I tell you anything you want
But hear
But baby you don't wanna know
Baby you don't wanna know
Baby you don't wanna know
Baby you don't wanna know
No no, baby you don't wanna know
13.Back Where I Belong
Got my back against the wall
Tried to scream：there's no sound at all
I'm stuck with nowhere to turn but I'm trying
Trying hard not to be the one
Left behind to become undone
You can't stop what's already begun
Hear the turning on
I'm not giving up!
I won't let go
Cause I am here till I'm done
This time I've had enough
I'm on my own
But I am back where I belong
You stand closer but you're far away
Seems like it's further everyday
The feelings never go away but I'm trying
At the end of a losing race
Time passes me without a trace
Trying hard just to find a place
Now that I'm onto you
I'm not giving up!
I won't let go
Cause I am here till I'm done
This time I've had enough
I'm on my own
But I am back where I belong
Memories, they hold a place
Just in time to go to waste
And they all become replaced
Ohhh ohh oh
I'm not giving up
I won't let go
Cause I am back where I belong
I'm not giving up!
I won't let go
Cause I am here till I'm done
This time I've had enough
I'm on my own
But I am back where I belong
14.Exit Song
There's nothing left to say here
'Cause you don't want to try
And I don't want the pain
There's nothing left to do here
I don't want the lies
And you don't feel the same
It's time to let you go
Out of the game
And maybe we will find
The answers through the blame
It's time for me to go
It's time for me to go
Ohhh ohh
Umm mm
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